Daily Check-In & Journal

I was just really upset and you know a little bit excited I knew I should save but you know the fact that I had money and being able to buy myself a little something that feeling of making me feel good it over rode what I needed my money for so yeah that's how I felt right before I bought it and I thought it would make me feel good I needed to feel good

I'm just seriously trying to figure out what's going on in my life you know money disappeared because you know my parents